No. But he had lost Jack and he was trying to find the good again. But he wasn't sure saying that outloud was appropriate. Possibly an overshare. The strange thing was he wanted to overshare and he wasn't sure why.

"I'm learning all over again...at least, I'm trying to be..." Deep breath. "I'm sorry. This is still...difficult."

He realized he was rolling and twisting his maps in his hands and immediately stopped.